曾经的你 。。。

超久超久
没光顾我的小天地了

最近这几天

有心事

可是不知能往哪发泄

就想起了

这能让我抒发情绪的空间里！！！

一整个早上

感觉好奇怪

很想很想哭

是因为你吗？？？

几年前

分手的那一天

你很伤心 哭了

你说

你会等我

直到我再次接受你

在这期间

我们都相处得不错

我以为你已经放下了

只把我当朋友

很清楚 你还是很关心着我

我却一直装傻扮懵

直到你交了新女友

我真的放心了

知道你真的放下了

意外的

之后当我告诉你我交男友了

你竟然提高了说话的语气

知道你生气了。。。

几分钟后

察觉到了不妥吧？

你又妥协了

我们回到了普通相处关系。。。

一直以来

不否认 的确能感觉得到你的关心

记住一切我所做过的，说过的，向往的

间中你也有所暗示

可是没想太多

就只把你当朋友

知道我已有了男友

你不敢再要求些什么

可是

那天的你

完全不再做什么暗示

直接了断地吐出了你的心里话

在不清楚我现时的感情状态下

想再争取另一次机会

为了我

你很努力地工作

把普通代步的车子换了

你说

我想去哪里

你都带我去

我知道

这一换 你亏了很大一笔！！

你知道我脾气坏， 醋意大

为了我

你会尽所能迁就我

只要我肯给你一次机会

为了我

你竟然去做了纹身！！！

你记得我曾说过我想要纹

所以你先去试试看

这一纹

该怎么洗才能脱啊？？？

知道你肯定会把我放第一位

只可惜

天时错过了地利

地利错过了人和

我与他

已有了彼此的约定

不希望有任何改变 。。。

你的一切付出

我真的很感动

也心存感激

可是

这迟来的感动

没能带来美好的结果

衷心祝福你 。。。

希望你也祝福我吧 ！

我会幸福的 ^.^

Started working ...

Had been started working for 2weeks time d

so far

everything is going well

but I still need some time

and practice more on the tasks

that I need to handle everyday

Was like alot of things to do

but better than keep sitting in front of the pc

without doing anything

coz time will pass faster

if i keep doing my job

Colleages are good

but sisters keep reminding me

don't be too naive

as I'm still new in this social

but always precaution

on others especially office thingy

thanks sisters

I will take note on it ... ^.^

Got it !!!

yahooooooo

finally got a job !!!

Thank God !!!

Yesterday went to sign the letter of appointment

if permit approved

will be starting to work by tomorrow

Even though the pay is really abit low for me

but I just hope to get experience

and learn everything

so that

i can jump to another company

next time ...

kekekekeke ...

Hopefully

everything going well

can really learn something new

and will benefit me

May God bless me

everything will be Fine Fine Fine !!!

Hard decision ...

Oh My Goodness !!!
suddenly got 2companies had selected me

The 1st one
she same with me
come from Malaysia
and she seems really willing to teach me everything

The 2nd one
the woman boss very steady
i like her style
everything straight forward
could be friend and boss at the same time
can also learn quite alot from there

Even though both salary given is not what i expected
and also small company
but i really can learn alot

Both also keep urging me to go n sign appointment letter
but
i haven't decide which one to go yet
as if i decided d
how am I going to tell another one that I wouldn't accept her offer ???

God is really kidding with my this time !!!
HELP !!!

又一轮。。。

今天连续去了两间公司应征
走了蛮多的路
一整天的路程都是和巴士为伴

第一家
大致上
没什么特别好谈

第二家
又是两个interviewers
男的是admin supervisor
应该二十多岁罢了
样子没啥特别
满乖的样子
女的是hr manager吧

应征这么多家公司以来
这次问最多问题
还要测试我的typing speed！！！
紧张死我了
明明平时打字就很快
就是不明白
当时打得超烂的说！！！
手不停的发抖
太不争气了！！！

明天又是另一场的应征战
求求神明保佑
一定要尽快得到工作
不然
没钱开饭啦！！！

p/s:回家的路上，“打包”了份kfc回家，一整天没吃东西了，超饿的说。。问题是，在这么饿的情况下，我还觉得它完全不好吃！！！我想它是超不美味的！！！第一次觉得kfc不可口，完全挑不起我的胃口，新加坡的kfc正式进入我的黑名单！！！

最近比较烦。。。

已经进行了
将近一个月的揾工大挑战
可是还是没什么好消息
每天只有干等的份

曾经问过神
说
我没办法在新加坡找到工
是注定了吗？

都快一个月了
该不该相信
收拾包袱回到大马
安安分分找份工算了？

最近比较烦
开始紧张
到底要等到什么时候
才得到一份工呢？！！！

幸运之神
求求你 求求求求你
快快来到我的身边
助我一臂之力
尽快得到一份好工！！！

神啊
救救我！！！

Stressful interview

Back from interview 2hours ago
not feeling nice in this interview

Firstly,
suppose to be on 2.30pm
but 2pm i already reached there
wait until almost 3pm only my turn

Secondly,
saw 2interviewers in the room
a guy and a woman
scary me!!!

The guy looks fierce
never smile
but the woman looks kind

Third,
the guy ask for my trancript
obvioulsy wanna check my result of every subjects
he said some of my subjects had got quite good result
who knows
he ask what i had learnt on Strategic Finance
that was Nyears ago since i studies it
how I know!!!

In short,
i simply answer his any question regarding the subjects

Woman's turn to ask me question
she's quite kind
try to find any department position which suit me
but the guy keep band her suggestion
damn him!!!

The most stressful interview i ever had
no hope on this job
gonna add oil on searching job again

may God bless I could get a good job asap
*praying very hard*