Started working ...

Had been started working for 2weeks time d

so far

everything is going well

but I still need some time

and practice more on the tasks

that I need to handle everyday

Was like alot of things to do

but better than keep sitting in front of the pc

without doing anything

coz time will pass faster

if i keep doing my job

Colleages are good

but sisters keep reminding me

don't be too naive

as I'm still new in this social

but always precaution

on others especially office thingy

thanks sisters

I will take note on it ... ^.^

Got it !!!

yahooooooo

finally got a job !!!

Thank God !!!

Yesterday went to sign the letter of appointment

if permit approved

will be starting to work by tomorrow

Even though the pay is really abit low for me

but I just hope to get experience

and learn everything

so that

i can jump to another company

next time ...

kekekekeke ...

Hopefully

everything going well

can really learn something new

and will benefit me

May God bless me

everything will be Fine Fine Fine !!!

Hard decision ...

Oh My Goodness !!!
suddenly got 2companies had selected me

The 1st one
she same with me
come from Malaysia
and she seems really willing to teach me everything

The 2nd one
the woman boss very steady
i like her style
everything straight forward
could be friend and boss at the same time
can also learn quite alot from there

Even though both salary given is not what i expected
and also small company
but i really can learn alot

Both also keep urging me to go n sign appointment letter
but
i haven't decide which one to go yet
as if i decided d
how am I going to tell another one that I wouldn't accept her offer ???

God is really kidding with my this time !!!
HELP !!!

又一轮。。。

今天连续去了两间公司应征
走了蛮多的路
一整天的路程都是和巴士为伴

第一家
大致上
没什么特别好谈

第二家
又是两个interviewers
男的是admin supervisor
应该二十多岁罢了
样子没啥特别
满乖的样子
女的是hr manager吧

应征这么多家公司以来
这次问最多问题
还要测试我的typing speed！！！
紧张死我了
明明平时打字就很快
就是不明白
当时打得超烂的说！！！
手不停的发抖
太不争气了！！！

明天又是另一场的应征战
求求神明保佑
一定要尽快得到工作
不然
没钱开饭啦！！！

p/s:回家的路上，“打包”了份kfc回家，一整天没吃东西了，超饿的说。。问题是，在这么饿的情况下，我还觉得它完全不好吃！！！我想它是超不美味的！！！第一次觉得kfc不可口，完全挑不起我的胃口，新加坡的kfc正式进入我的黑名单！！！

最近比较烦。。。

已经进行了
将近一个月的揾工大挑战
可是还是没什么好消息
每天只有干等的份

曾经问过神
说
我没办法在新加坡找到工
是注定了吗？

都快一个月了
该不该相信
收拾包袱回到大马
安安分分找份工算了？

最近比较烦
开始紧张
到底要等到什么时候
才得到一份工呢？！！！

幸运之神
求求你 求求求求你
快快来到我的身边
助我一臂之力
尽快得到一份好工！！！

神啊
救救我！！！

Stressful interview

Back from interview 2hours ago
not feeling nice in this interview

Firstly,
suppose to be on 2.30pm
but 2pm i already reached there
wait until almost 3pm only my turn

Secondly,
saw 2interviewers in the room
a guy and a woman
scary me!!!

The guy looks fierce
never smile
but the woman looks kind

Third,
the guy ask for my trancript
obvioulsy wanna check my result of every subjects
he said some of my subjects had got quite good result
who knows
he ask what i had learnt on Strategic Finance
that was Nyears ago since i studies it
how I know!!!

In short,
i simply answer his any question regarding the subjects

Woman's turn to ask me question
she's quite kind
try to find any department position which suit me
but the guy keep band her suggestion
damn him!!!

The most stressful interview i ever had
no hope on this job
gonna add oil on searching job again

may God bless I could get a good job asap
*praying very hard*

又一轮。。。

又过了个应征
整体上还不错
环境也不错
只是远了点
而且5天半制

manager也不会很严肃
让我很轻松
制造玻璃制品的公司
偏爱玻璃家居的我
感觉在那上班会很舒服

可是人家请不请我
我有没有这荣幸
享受着公司的环境
只有星期五才知晓了

一切顺其自然吧。。。

应征应征。。。

早上刚从温暖的家
回到新加坡来
再接再厉
继续我的揾工大挑战！！！

回的路上
顺便买了报纸
快手快脚圈了
就寄履历表申请

终于有个恢复
明天去应征
可是查了查
竟然在Toa Payoh
超远的说

本来只是随便申请
哪知每次都是远的中
唉。。。

又要等大姐回来
帮我查路线了。。。

神啊神
请保佑我一切顺利
***拜拜***

Nice interview experience

Back from interview 2hours ago

quite happy with it

it's a clinic assistant position

in the Mount Elizabeth Medical Centre

located in the Orchard

I don't understand why i apply this also

Don't even know when i had apply such position :p

Anyway

it's an happy interview

The doctor is very lengzai and nice

doesn't looks fierce

Just don't understand he looks so young

maybe around 40+ year old only

but he got 29years being doctor experience

or maybe he just looks young?

whatever it is ...

The whole interview process is comfortable

I'm not so nervous

the doctor talking nicely to me as well

Thank God for blessing me ...

Tomorrow is another interview

May God bless me have such an enjoyable

interview coming !!!

*praying even harder*

Coming Interviews ...

Yeah!!!
finally got people call me for interview d ...
1 on tomorrow
1 on friday
not really sure which companies are they actually
since i had sent alot applications already

Don't care so much la
just go only la
hahahahahaha...

Hopefully everything going smoothly
May Gob bless me successful on the interviews
*praying hard*

新加坡第一次應征

上拜六去了一個interview
本來直覺就告訴我沒什么好事
哪里知道
事實確實如此！！！

前一晚
姐姐幫忙找了地址
把路程抄下
早上就自個兒出門應戰
還真是第一次那么勇敢
自己慢慢找
超出自己想像
哈哈哈。。。

轉了兩趟mrt
終于到站
一路問人
走了大概20分鐘
終于找到了
汗也流了全身
眼前的竟然是一座超舊的建筑物！！！

沒法子
硬著頭皮搭電梯
電梯超舊
超怕會突然故障
哪知上錯block
又再下樓問人

好不容易上了對的block
周圍完全沒人
而且超恐怖
窗只剩下框
一路走去office
拐這拐那
超恐怖
有種到鬼屋探險的感覺！！！

完全不想進office應征了
趕緊叩大姐該怎么辦
她說都已經到了
何不試試

interivew根本沒什么細節
那老板竟然沒多問什么
只一直說我的expected salary太高
最后只說和他partner談了后才再聯絡我
整個interview過程只不到5分鐘
簡直是wan gat！！！

再聯絡我也不理
要我每天到這么恐怖的地方上班
要我的命！！！

Out in Singapore

Had just reach s'pore last night
gonna start looking for job starting today
don't know why was like coming s'pore for vacation
no any nervous or stressful
but with relax mood :p

No matter how
i'm missing my bb a lot
left him alone in the uni now
he have to take every meal
and do everything alone onwards

I know i'm kinda selfish to leave him alone there
but it's impossible for me to work there for longer time
and i hope to explore the bigger world out there

Anyway
it's 2years time
i know ah b could cope it without me there
and i hope i do so too

God bless our relationship
could last forever and ever

I'm missing you badly
my red burn pig =D

May God bless me to get a job asap
settle everything down and start to work
God bless ...

lOoK

Got to know that
a person's look is really very important
in applying a job

An employer will focus on applicant's outlook
to decide whether to hire or reject

Suddenly felt very sad to hear about this
as i had sent MANY applications
to MANY companies
but NO ONE call me for interview at all !!!
sigh ...

Is it really because of my look???
S.A.D ... ... ...

Shouldn't attach my photo together ... ... ...

suRpriSe froM ah b aGaiN

28 April 2010
ah b created our first ever blog

Had suggested it to bb few months ago
so that we could post whatever we want to
talk to each other on it
in case we got not much time on phone

but i scared ah b don't want update it
end up I'm the only one who
take care of the blog
so better don't take risk
heheehehee ...

I thought ah b forgotten about this
who knows he created it and sent me the link
Love Last Forever
it's surprising !!!

until now I still cant finish reading the 1st post
that bb posted
it's too touch
tears will drop automatically everytime read it

too bad recently my pc couldn't be used
have to wait until next week
only I can read bb's 2nd post
I'm so looking forward to it !!!

Thank you bb!!!

sUrPriSing

Just now went to OAR get student file
was so surprising
that the guy still remember me !!!

He used to handle our whole NUC PTPTN application thingy last time
when I'm still a student here
but quite a long time i didn't see him in NUC
i thought he resigned already
but saw him appeared in NUC again these few fays

He smore can call out my name
even though forgot my surname

I'm really really so surprising
even me myself also cant remember what's his name actually :p

Am I really so famous???
muaahahahahahaaa ... XD

done !!!

Yes!!
just typed and printed my resignation letter
waiting for the right time to submit

once she got any "comment" or nonsense
i will just straight throw it to her
ngek ngek ngek ngek ngek ...

Secret boooooommm

Manager :"Can i ask you a question?"

Me :"Sure"

Manager :"You are not planning to work here long izit?"

Me :"Not long la." (talking in my heart : next month going to resign edi lo)

Few minutes later...
Been requesting to go to her room...

Manager :"Now everyday you are just doing some photocopy,scan all that...
The reason why I extend your probation is because you are a fresh grad,
I want let you to learn up all those university placement things first, can
handle it independently already only I will confirm you as a staff here. Those
photocopy n filing easy jobs can be done by student helper (heart talking:i dunhav
any student helper also) ... Start comparing again : last time Joanne will do all the
things and counsel the students well bla bla bla...
I want you to learn up all the university things quickly latest in July (previously ask me slow slow learn, said what dunwan rush me..bullshit!!!), and setting up the alumni association which let the committee to organize all those activity
time, can lesser down your job... so that I can consider again whether put u as a
confirmed staff or extend probation again ... Now everyday I'm doing part of your job you know, I want a person who can really handle all the thing (send email to the university agent)...
(heart talking: I never thinking want to wait for your confirmation or extend
probation as i decided to resign next month ... XD plus: don't think will got alumni
want to be the so called "alumni association" committee members) Hopeless...

Manager :"So I want to ask, can you cope it?"

Me :"Har?How i know?Never try never know what."
Heart :" If i promise you now that i can cope with it, but end up i cant, then how?Want me to feel guilty or admit I'm useless?"

Manager :"I have a DEEP DEEP feeling that you wont be working here for long, I feel that you will just go another place after your bf graduated. I dunwan to waste my time on teaching you all those things if you will not work here for long. You get what I mean? I dunwan to WASTE MY TIME." (I'm just smile, almost tell out that i'm going to throw letter next month)
Heart talking : No wonder last time want to intro the Nilai "tai zi ye" for me as a bf, just can avoid me from resign too fast... lei dou xun yam zat lerrr...
Smore, I never plan to work here until my bf graduate also, I never plan to work here for long also, initially planning to work for longest about 3months only,now already 4months, it's over my plan though...

Ring ring ... telephone always lend a helping hand in time... wakakakkaaa...

Hmm...Since "qun bou" jor, when should I throw letter then???
I think next week can edi... hmmmmm.........

sKiN foOd

ah b買了一罐 skin food 的洗凈式面膜給我
有心栽花，花不生
無心插柳，柳成蔭
本來只想進去看看paper mask的價錢
事關剩下幾張
擔心沒得用了
結果進去到
本來也只想問問洗凈式面膜的用法
就純粹“問爽”
只因懶人一個的我
會做paper mask已經是奇跡了
還要我慢慢涂在臉上？？？
結果ah b再三說服
直接講拿
就買下了。。。

還買了一支據說是綿羊毛制成的brush
總值RM60+

順便問了問店員小姐做面膜步驟
本來還以為她不夠專業
竟然教我洗臉霜洗凈臉后才做磨砂
事關只記得四姐之前明明教我磨砂后才洗臉
回來上網找了找
原來店員小姐真的不是蓋的
是我一直把步驟調轉了罷了！！！

總算搞清楚，“開竅”了

ah b一直很期待面膜的效果
一直叫我趕快開來用
再過些日子吧
等我的paper mask用完先
hehehehehe。。。

無論如何
謝謝ah b。。。

Acid rain?

Last night
ah b told me about the acid rain
while we were taking dinner

He said the mix rice aunty told him
not to expose ourselves to the rain
in the period of 20th to 28th April
because it might cause skin cancer
I wonder
acid rain is very common
y does it suddenly so serious in this period

just now surfing around facebook
saw the same msg posted by friends too
but there are others commented
that the message of the acid rain
is totally inaccurate and wrong

According to NASA
the black or dark circle around the moon
is a common occurrence in space
and has no relationship whatsoever with acid rain

Appreciated the link posted by some friends
on the facebook about the clarification
to clear the air on acid rain fears

For more details
may click here

another thing is
most of the people claims the acid rain
will be on this month
but some reports stated it was
in the past March

Anyway
Thank God I haven pass this rumour to family yet
or else
they will sure getting panic

mOnthi-VerSaRy

toDay is our 23 mOnthi-VerSaRy
ah b so fuNny
saiD neXt monTh is oUr 2yrs aNnivErsaRy
aFter 3yrs lAteR
wE neEd to fiNd a kiNderGardEn fOr oUr reLatiOnsHip d
tHen 2yrs lAter wE hAve to fiNd a pRimaRy schoOl d
38 lEk gU
hahahhahahaa ...

糊涂蟲

下午看新聞
中國青海發生地震
不知道爸媽有沒有去這地方
緊張死我了
知道爸媽今天會從中國回
可是沒人懂他們幾點機

趕緊打電話給他們
可是竟然不通！！
心急死我了

找大姐問
她又醬剛不在位子上
還好三姐在線上
問了她
也不清楚

之后三姐叩去
終于確定他們回到大馬機場了
謝天謝地
保佑爸媽旅程平安
安心了

之后回想
我之所以大不通他們的電話
原來大頭蝦的我
竟然忘記電話已經過期了
又怎能打得通咧
搞到大姐和三姐都被我嚇壞了
唉。。。 :p

愿中國受災區的人民
一切安好

開心+慶幸卻又傷心

昨天收到了
延長試用期的通知信

之前還在想
就快三個月了
如果公司正式確定我為正式員工
我不想簽
因為根本不想呆久在這公司
可是昨天收到信時
心情有點矛盾

很傷心為什么被延長了
我的工作真的醬差咩？
另一方面又開心，慶幸
這樣
我就能隨時跳槽
不需給一個月通知

想回頭
這上司真的很有心機
平時在office又假好心
有什么不滿意又不出聲
現在借HR的信來投訴我
仰或是因為上次我拒絕了她的“好意”
所以乘這機會報復？！！
又還是她以為
ah b一天還在這讀
我一天就不會辭職
所以吊高來賣
先不要confirm我
以為我會更撲身撲命
為她做任何工？！！
未免太天真了？？？
遇上最討厭被人威脅的我
你“行大運”了！！！

無論如何
現在自由身
能開始寄我的resume了
多三個月時間
我能隨時閃人
“己給扎衫啦雷！！！”
看誰的算盤打得比較響！！！
muahahahahhahahahahahhahaha XD

wii......

mama n baba reach safety in China already!!

starting off their China journey today

for 7days

I hope they enjoy very much

and have fun there

May God bless them

have a safety aka wonderful

journey ahead !!!

Met Ali !!!

Was so happy to meet Ali in NUC !!!
really surprise to see him on my way
to the admin block ...
but too bad he's on the phone
only get to talk with him
for just a few minutes in the DSA office
since i'm still on working hour

the first thing he ask me is about badminton
so dissapointed to tell him that
I had never play badminton
since more than 1year ago
miss the time I'm still a student
and he's still a staff of NUC
we play badminton every week
even been invited to join their staff group
for the games

He lead us go for the MAPCU games
invite other universities' players
to have a friendly match with us
He teach me the skill
calm me down for the games
giving encouragement
He's just so friendly, nice and kind

Hope we got the chance
to play badminton together again !!!

Earth-quake

This morning while i was still sleeping
I felt my bed was shaking!!!
was still wondering why shake so serious
I thought is because of my sleeping posture
cause my heart-beat shake my body
but after change the post
still shaking!!!

My first thought is earth-quake
but since too tired and sleepy
so just keep sleeping
never bother too much :p

reach to the office
saw Alex message on Facebook
saying that there was an earthquake
happened in Indonesia, Simeulue
with 7.8magnitude
according to Alex
there's only minor tsunami and power outage
so far no any death reported i think
thank God ...

recently got too many natural disaster happened
is because of the God angry with human
who are always causing pollution
making the Earth getting worse and worse
or the 2012 is becoming reality?

May God bless everyone ...

謝謝你

bb又為了我
退讓了一步

爸爸因為家里的電腦出現狀況
得bb盡快回去修
可是bb不想我勞累

載他回了nilai
自己又得駕車回家
所以干脆直接陪我呆在家
只因我想留在家
陪陪爸爸媽媽

可是
最遲星期六一定得回大學
因為bb還得趕功課
本來一天都不能浪費的
可是bb為了我
拖個兩天時間

知道bb的功課
不是一兩天能完成的
超費神的
可是還是為了我
剛才小發的脾氣
bb只好讓步
所以我也讓一步
星期六就回吧

昨晚bb已經開夜車到早上6點了
今晚又不懂要趕到幾點
超壓力的！！！
ah b加油加油加油 ！！！
要和多多多多水哦

謝謝 bb

永遠愛你。。。

"Funny" Conversation

突然記起
前陣子和上司的一段話
她問我 :"yilan, you and your boyfriend serious one ar?"
我笑，心想 "abuthen?"
她叫我坐下
再問 :"I was thinking to introduce a guy for you"
我心想 : 這人干嘛了，無端端要介紹男生給我，奇怪的
她再繼續 : "This guy is G×× E×× H×× "
(ps: GEH是N****集團的太子爺，之前曾到本office沙發小睡，所以見過)
我笑問她 :" Why want to introduce this guy to me?"
她只是笑
我就講 :"Don't want la!"
她又說 :" But this guy rich you know? Mr. G××'s family member, own lots of properties leh!" (ps:Mr.G×× 是N****集團老板)
我回她 :"Don't want la, what's so good with rich guy ? rich guy will be playing around, when he bored of me already, he will go for another girl, for what I be together with him?" (雖然依我看,GEH傻傻醬 :p)
她被我頂得一時說不出話了
只好說 :" yalo ho,correct also, i don't want you next time kena hurt by this kind of rich guy also, then i will feel guilty..."

簡直是廢話！！什么內疚，什么人家是有錢人！！！
以為我會認為你是為我好嗎？！！
放屁！！還不是為了你自己！！
如果我跟那GEH一起，
你就比較容易做事了，
好歹人家也是老板至親，我是你的下屬，
我肯定會幫你講好話吧？？？！！！

雖然到目前為止，她還沒正式展露出她真面目，
對我還是蠻客氣的，
可是我的直覺是很準的！！！

我不知道我是不是
以小人之心度君子之腹
才會把她的一番"好意"
當作是為她自己的鋪的后路
可是我就是認為
她有意圖不軌
我不會中計的！！！
muaahahahahaha。。。。。。。

so sick of this job !!!!!!!!!!

getting sick soon

last night feeling sick
took medicine before sleep
who knows this morning only got the side effect
SLEEPY !!!

keep yawning and yawning in office
no appetite also
mouth was like tasteless
drink water also not nice
one of the getting sick sign ...

lunch time really fever already
no appetite to eat
felt the heat myself

and now
ah b is in the giant
buying ingredients to cook porridge for me tonight
called me and ask whether want to drink Vitagen
treat me like a kid
hahahhaaa ...

so amazing
ah b go giant alone
shop for the ingredients alone
muahahaahahha ...

thank you so much ah b
mmuacksss ... ^.^

Scary indigestion

Suddenly felt uncomfortable in the morning just now
after drank a tin coffee and ate 'cai gao' made by mama
whole body 'menggigil' and no energy
was like a "drug taker" without drug at the time
keep menggigil
walk also no energy
scary me !!!

ah b suggested me to drink coke
because got gas
so that it can help me to "errgghhhhh" (duno wat it called in english) :p

it was really work
i feel much more better after drank it !!!
ah b said maybe because of the coffee too cold
and eat together with the cai gao
hard to digest the oil
so cause the uncomfortable indigestion

Thank god ...
almost gonna take MC already
thank you bb ...

Nilai Walk

Just finish 'Nilai Walk' with ah b
really happy
never have our walk for so long in NUC
today finally we did it !!!

I know ah b very tired already
but still accompany me to walk
since I'm too full after dinner
and tried his best to make me happy
keep talking funny...

Half way he suggested we go back to our previous time before couple
he want to confess to me
since he never do that to me that time
He called me 'Yilan'
damn weird !!!
hahahaa ...

At the time he just finish confessed successful
the road light don't know why suddenly off
he said :"see, it also dunwan to be spotlight!"
damn funny!!!
hahahahaha ...

Tonight is really very happy
very warm, very funny, very ... ...
had our first ever Nilai Walk
hopefully we have more and more coming ...

Thank you my ah b ... :)

Love you always

13.03.2010

前天去了所謂的
"world-class service" training
8am到6pm
還長過我做工的時間！！！
本來還想到醬長時間
肯定悶死
不過還好
只有到最后兩個小時就開始打瞌睡了

課程很不錯
在工作上幫助到外
還能應用到生活上的每種關系
尤其是家庭里
受益良多。。。

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晚上和 ah b去giant
衰到沒人有
想到還下雨
所以就慢慢走
慢慢買
付錢出來差不多時候關店了
還下毛毛雨
的士站沒的士了
開始緊張

ah b 趕緊冒雨去的士站等
等了很久還是沒有
雨也較小了
我就過去一起等
哪里知道
我已過去
的士往里面進
氣死了！！！

沒關系
再等
giant都快關完了
記得上次的士司機講的士服務到giant關門
慘了。。。
沒辦法
走去大路邊的的士站等吧

才走著過去
一輛的士飛著去giant前的的士站
剛好幾個女生在我們走時她們就在那里等
沒辦法
不能回頭去搭了
再次氣死！！！

等等等
還是沒的士
醬遲了，怎么辦
ah b call他緬甸朋友問能不能來載
還好
救星出現了
超開心的！！！

我們就走回去giant前的的士站等他來
哪里知道
我們才走回去
的士一輛接一輛來了
氣到死死！！！

衰透頂了！！！
無論如何
還好有車回
不然我們就得
在雨中漫步
走著回宿舍了
thank god。。。

換工 ？？

剛才和你討論了
該不該辭職
然后到新加坡找工

一直以來都有在考慮這問題
可是知道你很想我在這
直到你畢業
最大原因是你怕我會被人家搶掉！！
我沒那么吃香啦 :)

你說
不要考慮你
只要我想的
就去做
只要我想出去闖
你不可能自私地不讓我走
畢竟我還年輕
一定是什么都想嘗試的
你不想以后
我會埋怨你當初阻止我出去闖
謝謝你

想辭職
主要原因是工作
在這里做也沒有不好
上司不錯
部門沒什么員工
少了煩人的office politics
可是工作的性質
讓我沒什么希望

到底該不該走呢？
又怕出去了會不能適應
對，年輕大把本錢
跌倒了再爬起來試
可是還是有點怕

一切都還未決定
再考慮吧

lalalalalalala ... ...

哇！！！
爸爸竟然會用MSN！！！
還開webcam咧！！！
讓我看到爸爸，媽媽
還有大姐的寶貝可愛寶寶

我 的靚仔爸爸真的太了不起哦！！！
一學就會
而且還會自己摸索
還原喇叭的聲音！！！
太佩服爸爸了。。。

我善良的靚女媽媽
在水壩看到有玻璃管插在土里
擔心會有人沒注意到而踩著受傷
所以直接找工具清除

一起去浸溫泉咯！！！
下雨，所以爸爸和四姐用"gong"蓋著頭
=D

爸爸拿錯我的短褲去浸溫泉
沖涼時才發現
還好穿得上
不然就得包毛巾回家了
可是拉鏈拉不上
哈哈哈。。。

SurpRises takEn ... ^.^

Had our homemade steak dinner which cooked by HIM to celebrate our first Valentine's Day in year 2009 ... *touching*




















This was the first ever roses which i received with happy and touching feeling












Year 2009
Valentine's Day
the roses were inside the cupboard,he just want to give me a surprise when i open the cupboard ... and he succeed !!! XD

































Year 2010
Valentine's Day too ^.^
Yeah !! Finally got my surprise after countdowned for 2weeks!!!
This's the 2nd valentine's roses from my bb, even though it was a bit early before actualy valentine's day, but bb had planned it in advance just because of bb went back to sabah for celebrating CNY on the actual day ...
It was really surprise and touching me ...


The total roses same as last year - 12, bb said because he couldn't let the amount become lesser, will only getting more, will never ever getting lesser,
just like his love towards me ...
once again,that's touching... :)


He said 12roses meaning 'be my steady'
HE hope i could be his steady one forever in his life ...





Even though this year we do not have any steak or candle light dinner,
but that's enough for me as HE had really use his HEART on it ...

Thank you so much bb ...

I LOVE YOU FOREVER

心领了

如果有机会
我希望能一辈子都陪着你看戏
和你在一起真的很舒服

是暗示吗？

如果你没有男朋友
我***肯定再次追求你！！！

是告白吗？


知道你对我很好
很关心我
甚至比他还在意我
所说过的一切
有时甚至我自己都忘了曾说过的话
你都一一记得
我喜欢的
不喜欢的
可能连他都没你记得这么仔细
甚至只是很小的一件事
一样东西
又或是味道，形状，颜色，种种的种种。。。
但你都记在心里
真的知道你有在用心

是因为得不到的
永远都是最好的
所以才会特别用心 ？
而得到了的
就没那么放在心上 ?

只能说
和你
或许就是不能像和他在一起一样
我会撒娇
表现得柔弱
得到他的呵护
和他像小孩般玩闹

也许是因为一直以来
在任何人面前包括你
我都是很强悍
所以根本想象不到
如果真的和你一起
我会怎样表露出我的柔弱
应该会很奇怪吧

和他一起就是有这种舒服
不用做作
回到完全真实的我

也许当前他并不能完全满足
物质上的要求
可是我相信
他会尽他所能做到最好
以后的将来
他会给我一切最好的 。。。

也许你脾气没他坏
至少当下很多的时候
他都会给于我精神上
最珍贵的支持与体谅 。。。

谢谢你的用心
心领了 :)

missing you badly

ah b going airport
heading back to sabah d ...
left me alone here
feeling so lonely .. ...

now only i can understand ah b's feeling
everytime when i leave him alone

just now almost cry after lunch with bb
and talking on phone when i walking back to office ...

i miss u so much bb :(

sob sob ...

All going back hometown already
and me still in office
need to work until 3pm
then only go back my sweet sweet home at night ...
haizzzzzzzzzzz

suddenly feeling i'm so kesian
ah b going back sabah later
left me alone here
wuwuuwwuwuwu ... ... ...

I want to go back home as SOON as possible !!!


Anyway,
HAPPY LUNAR CHINESE NEW YEAR
to all of my friends
and my beloved family
wishing everything well ahead !!!

First full time salary ever

wuuuuu ...
got my first salary ever in my life!!!
even though got salary few years ago too
but those all are part-time job
this was my first full time job in my life
and today i got my first full time job salary!!!
actually already bank in i think
but today oni got the payment slip :p

not really understand the statement
don't think suppose to be like that
but somehow
i satisfied with it
muahahahahaha ...

this first ever salary
im gonna spend it with my dearest family
and my loves one
don't know enough or not ... :p

thanks to my beloved family
for supporting me all the way since i was small
until now I'm able to earn money by myself
especially my lenglui mama
fully supporting my financial part
and my lengzai baba
always be my personal driver
heheheee ...
and my sweetest 5 sisters and 3 brothers-in-law
spent alot on everything on me
thank u all of you very much !!!

and no forget on my sha sha bb
spent alot on me too
whatever i want
he will just trying his best
using his last left, almost "dry" money
to satisfy me
especially on eating
muahahahaaaha ...
anyway,thank you my bb

and the last i want to thank is
my lecturer : Ms.Gowrie
this job is recommended by her
if not,
i couldn't get this first salary ever oso ...
thank you Ms.Gowrie ...

Thank you very much to all of you!!
i love you all ...
mmuackssss .........

Buddies gathering

Last Thursday
me and alan went to meet up with my buddies
alex , burger , louise and yewfai
it was been almost half year never see burger n louise
burger getting fatter d!!hahaha...
and louise's hair getting longer n longer
but mine still that short :(

met alex and yewfai last month
that was an accidentally meet up bcoz of the transit ktm in kajang
alex not much different
and yewfai still that blur
always mix up our topic
lol ...

feeling that we are really growing up
last time when we were still studying
we will always talking about fun things or assignments
but this time
we talk a lot on our jobs
burger just only resigned from his work
dissapointed and no more interested on his job

alex kinda likes his job environment
but feeling abit boring on making phone calls
i was so proud of him
because he able to talk to those foreigner CEO position persons
and willing to wake up early every morning
to do his research on the different company phone numbers
as he's so "talented" on sleeping on previous university life time
hahahahaa...

yewfai still working in his dad's company
very very blur until making his dad's
important and confidential document LOST
speechless to him ...

so far I'm quite free on my job
doing little things everday
photocopy and scanning
but after CNY will be learning new things
i think will be more busy


In the coming Chinese New Year
i hope everyone of us could get a good job
handle it well
lives life happily
all the best for alan and louise on their studies

In short,
I hope everything is FINE !!!

Yeah Yeah ...

Yeah!!
just now went HR Department submit my leave form
I thought i can only entitle 1day annual leave
to celebrate Chinese New Year
need to apply another 2days unpaid leave o
who knows the staff told me
she'll give me 2days annual leave
wakakakaka...

Yeah!!!
going to celebrate CNY at home
for 1 week!!!
yippie!!!

Surprise countdown-ing ...

Few days ago
ah b ask me start to countdown
for a period of 2weeks

So, today left 9days to go
what surprise am i gonna get???
wondering
and
so looking forward
hehehe ...

Shopping done ...

Yesterday went time square shop for my CNY clothes
finally done!!!
this was my first time which settled CNY clothes in one day
so proud oo!!!
but is excluding shoes part
hahaahhaha ...

This year, i'm gonna change my style
and my bb as well
he forced to be, maybe
kekekekeke ...

All the clothes bought yesterday are no trying allowed
so i just buy it according to my six-sense
hahaha ...
and haven try them yet until now
since it's really too tired yesterday after shopping
hopefully i don't underestimated my body size
hahahaha ...

Welcoming Chinese New Year 2010 !!!

1st formal job ever in my life ...

It was my 3rd week formal working in my whole life ever
I started my working life already!!!

Had been working in my former university
which is Nilai University College
as a University Placement & Alumni officer here

Started with making phone calls to all the Alumnis
suffering me, as i don't really like to call and talk to people on phone
Feeling down and give up once
but luckily got my family, my loves one and my friends
giving me advice to make me strong
thank you everyone

So far I'm still handling less important things
so not so stress yet
hopefully the coming stuffs that im going to handle
will be handled well by me :)

累死了。。。

搬了一整天的东西
终于能休息了。。。

叫了三架cab搬家
几大阵仗一下
哈哈哈哈哈。。。
事关如果叫一辆罗里
还贵过叫三辆cab
虽然还是搬不完
还好有朋友家寄放着剩余的

现在总算能躺下休息了
累到我。。。。。。。。。。。
bb一直讲他exhausted了
话不多说
晚安了