心领了

如果有机会
我希望能一辈子都陪着你看戏
和你在一起真的很舒服

是暗示吗？

如果你没有男朋友
我***肯定再次追求你！！！

是告白吗？


知道你对我很好
很关心我
甚至比他还在意我
所说过的一切
有时甚至我自己都忘了曾说过的话
你都一一记得
我喜欢的
不喜欢的
可能连他都没你记得这么仔细
甚至只是很小的一件事
一样东西
又或是味道，形状，颜色，种种的种种。。。
但你都记在心里
真的知道你有在用心

是因为得不到的
永远都是最好的
所以才会特别用心 ？
而得到了的
就没那么放在心上 ?

只能说
和你
或许就是不能像和他在一起一样
我会撒娇
表现得柔弱
得到他的呵护
和他像小孩般玩闹

也许是因为一直以来
在任何人面前包括你
我都是很强悍
所以根本想象不到
如果真的和你一起
我会怎样表露出我的柔弱
应该会很奇怪吧

和他一起就是有这种舒服
不用做作
回到完全真实的我

也许当前他并不能完全满足
物质上的要求
可是我相信
他会尽他所能做到最好
以后的将来
他会给我一切最好的 。。。

也许你脾气没他坏
至少当下很多的时候
他都会给于我精神上
最珍贵的支持与体谅 。。。

谢谢你的用心
心领了 :)

missing you badly

ah b going airport
heading back to sabah d ...
left me alone here
feeling so lonely .. ...

now only i can understand ah b's feeling
everytime when i leave him alone

just now almost cry after lunch with bb
and talking on phone when i walking back to office ...

i miss u so much bb :(

sob sob ...

All going back hometown already
and me still in office
need to work until 3pm
then only go back my sweet sweet home at night ...
haizzzzzzzzzzz

suddenly feeling i'm so kesian
ah b going back sabah later
left me alone here
wuwuuwwuwuwu ... ... ...

I want to go back home as SOON as possible !!!


Anyway,
HAPPY LUNAR CHINESE NEW YEAR
to all of my friends
and my beloved family
wishing everything well ahead !!!

First full time salary ever

wuuuuu ...
got my first salary ever in my life!!!
even though got salary few years ago too
but those all are part-time job
this was my first full time job in my life
and today i got my first full time job salary!!!
actually already bank in i think
but today oni got the payment slip :p

not really understand the statement
don't think suppose to be like that
but somehow
i satisfied with it
muahahahahaha ...

this first ever salary
im gonna spend it with my dearest family
and my loves one
don't know enough or not ... :p

thanks to my beloved family
for supporting me all the way since i was small
until now I'm able to earn money by myself
especially my lenglui mama
fully supporting my financial part
and my lengzai baba
always be my personal driver
heheheee ...
and my sweetest 5 sisters and 3 brothers-in-law
spent alot on everything on me
thank u all of you very much !!!

and no forget on my sha sha bb
spent alot on me too
whatever i want
he will just trying his best
using his last left, almost "dry" money
to satisfy me
especially on eating
muahahahaaaha ...
anyway,thank you my bb

and the last i want to thank is
my lecturer : Ms.Gowrie
this job is recommended by her
if not,
i couldn't get this first salary ever oso ...
thank you Ms.Gowrie ...

Thank you very much to all of you!!
i love you all ...
mmuackssss .........

Buddies gathering

Last Thursday
me and alan went to meet up with my buddies
alex , burger , louise and yewfai
it was been almost half year never see burger n louise
burger getting fatter d!!hahaha...
and louise's hair getting longer n longer
but mine still that short :(

met alex and yewfai last month
that was an accidentally meet up bcoz of the transit ktm in kajang
alex not much different
and yewfai still that blur
always mix up our topic
lol ...

feeling that we are really growing up
last time when we were still studying
we will always talking about fun things or assignments
but this time
we talk a lot on our jobs
burger just only resigned from his work
dissapointed and no more interested on his job

alex kinda likes his job environment
but feeling abit boring on making phone calls
i was so proud of him
because he able to talk to those foreigner CEO position persons
and willing to wake up early every morning
to do his research on the different company phone numbers
as he's so "talented" on sleeping on previous university life time
hahahahaa...

yewfai still working in his dad's company
very very blur until making his dad's
important and confidential document LOST
speechless to him ...

so far I'm quite free on my job
doing little things everday
photocopy and scanning
but after CNY will be learning new things
i think will be more busy


In the coming Chinese New Year
i hope everyone of us could get a good job
handle it well
lives life happily
all the best for alan and louise on their studies

In short,
I hope everything is FINE !!!

Yeah Yeah ...

Yeah!!
just now went HR Department submit my leave form
I thought i can only entitle 1day annual leave
to celebrate Chinese New Year
need to apply another 2days unpaid leave o
who knows the staff told me
she'll give me 2days annual leave
wakakakaka...

Yeah!!!
going to celebrate CNY at home
for 1 week!!!
yippie!!!

Surprise countdown-ing ...

Few days ago
ah b ask me start to countdown
for a period of 2weeks

So, today left 9days to go
what surprise am i gonna get???
wondering
and
so looking forward
hehehe ...

Shopping done ...

Yesterday went time square shop for my CNY clothes
finally done!!!
this was my first time which settled CNY clothes in one day
so proud oo!!!
but is excluding shoes part
hahaahhaha ...

This year, i'm gonna change my style
and my bb as well
he forced to be, maybe
kekekekeke ...

All the clothes bought yesterday are no trying allowed
so i just buy it according to my six-sense
hahaha ...
and haven try them yet until now
since it's really too tired yesterday after shopping
hopefully i don't underestimated my body size
hahahaha ...

Welcoming Chinese New Year 2010 !!!