nO maTteR hoW...

don't know why
suddenly become very down
because of thinking about us
quarreling again last week
i just realized that you are so suffering being with me
i don't care whether is because of your anger cause u talk such thing
but i believe that's your heartfelt truly come out from your heart

think again n again
izzit really i'm tat selfish
grab all your freedom from u
dun let u do this and that
i shouldn't do that
or i'm too over of it??

i'm not don't wanna let u do whatever
but i just can't do it
i'm not never try to do it
but i just can't do it

maybe i should set u free
shouldn't make u suffering in this relationship
shouldn't restrict anything on you
i do not have the power as well...

maybe i should let you go
but i just cant do it
i admit i cant lose u
i know i will be suffering and regretting if i do so
maybe i fall too deep in this relationship
am i??should i???

think again and again
talk to friend and friends as well
i shouldn't be too strict, maybe
no matter how
i will be trying my best to change it
just because of you
because i just wanna love you
love you forever my beloved...